So far no one ever drop by my entries, which is I very good. But my fear is still there, because of being discovered by unecessary ppl. Which in turn will propergate stories which will cause much harm to me.  ¶ Monday, December 20, 2004

  Just went through all the blogs that I've put on my favorite list. A lot of things.. change.. my kid sister got knock up, she is getting married after knowing that is already three month. I was hurt and dissapointed with her. Even though she have hurt nearly all the family member because of her irresponsible act, she still maintain her air of arrogance and as if there is nothing that she have done to deserve the thing that is happening to her now.

I was hurt by her comment.

I would like to help her to better her life. Yes, it always start at the bottom. It is always hard. Our family is not a well to do family. At least I have my own business, which is enough to cater for my needs. So far. And if she is working with me, at least, I can send her to further studies in the business field. But she refuse all that. She just went back to her old ways and, want to start life as a wife, legally or illegally.

My parents, seeing this, agrees to do a simple ceremony for her. But as for me, I let her be after she got married. I do not like her future husband, he is older than me but he act rashly and do not show any intiative to improve their lives. He do not have a proper job, he uses drugs, drinks, steal and I do not what else he has done.

I just pray for the best for them, if ever my sister come to me for my assistance in the future, it shoudn't be because of her husband or with her husband.
  ¶ Monday, December 20, 2004