Today, i want to use the word ayang with my wife, suddenly i was hit with such a strong feeling that i have to stop till it goes away. Ayang (darling) was the word used by N when she was with me on that special day. When she utter those word, i felt as if i was in heaven... i still miss her. When i close my eyes, i can still remember her kisses, her lips, how she close her eyes, how it felt when our lips touches
argh... those were the days


Subjective things like beauty, love, feelings are those which we describe based on the path we have taken, that is why, there are so many intepertation of each things.. how we feel is actually in our hands, if this is true  ¶ Thursday, July 08, 2004